I'm treading for my life, believe me, how can I keep up this breathing?

Depression kicks in and instead of homework, I sleep, all day.
Through phone calls, through email conversations, through banging on my door.

I don't care, I don't care, I don't care

I just got expelled from the online school I was going  to, I can't face real people at a real high school, I can't go to the big kid school, I'm going to throw up, I'm shaking just thinking about it, my eyes are watering and my heart is beating too fast
I need to run, I need to exercise, I just need to do something, I can't go to a real school, I can't leave the house, I'm fat I'm fat I'm fat oh my god I need to lose weight when did I get this fat

oh my god, god god god I can't do this